maself...

Time for myself today..
I have written this blog for so long...but never think of writing about myself..
but I do today...
feel like telling the whole world who I am..haha..

Happy? for what I'm feeling now, not really but not sad anyway..

Born in the city of mountains , Chiangmai but I did not have much memories about there except early childhood that I was in a good school and good family.

Everything changed when our family, my parents and I first moved to Bangkok.
I spoke North Thai and did not know how to speak like Bangkok children so every kids around my house...I won't say it's a house only kind of high-class slum, they bullied me lots because of my accent.

There were lots of boring things and also bad things happened.
I remembered my father's relatives tend to hate my mother as they believed that Chinese man should not marry Thai woman.
She endured a lot of pain and I was her creation ... I could feel they hated me as well.

One day, everything was ended in the middle of night...
she walked away trying to carry me with her but could not
and for awhile that I did not see her again.

I remembered from that moment, it was only my father in my life.
He rode motorbike for more than an hour to work trying to live at the same place as
it was near to his family.
I studied my primary in a private school which kinda far from my house too and after years,
my father decided we have to move after I'd done my primary school.

He got a government house located near his organization [Royal Irrigation Thailand].
He did not have to pay for the rent and I could get to study in the new school.
The best school in that province which I could won over 1,500 people and got the place to study.

gosh.lazy to write d...