L-E-S-S

Just less doing, just less giving into this love. I need time to rest. I need time to think about it. Nothing happened, just suddenly I feel. We are fine and we are good. It's my fault, it's my wrong doing this doing that so much for someone who loves and wants nothing from me. I have to get back on my feet and stand still. Time to think and time to be quiet just to listen to the voice inside my heart. May be I missed out something. May be I skipped listening to some important things inside my heart or I just tend not to hear them.

When I keep my eyes on the floor and say yes to every single request, I forgot to ask my heart what it feels. I forgot to take care of it because I think of taking care of someone's heart. It's not because my heart is stronger but it is because is the person's heart is fragile. I do not want to break her heart. Breaking her heart is breaking mine too.

When I lead her, when I put my hand on hers ... my heart does not want to be the leader. It wants her heart to walk together and share things inside.

If her heart is on the left and my heart is on the right... will it be good if we share the part in the middle. Make our hearts partly connected but not all of places in our heart. She needs to be herself and I need to be myself.

I will give her my strength through that connection and she can give me anything good in her that will make me a better person and I will give her mine as well.

The rest of our hearts are for family, friends and other things in this world except people who want to separate our hearts. We should not give them any space in our hearts. There is no place for that kind people to stand coz if there is, they won't be standing but they will be jumping and trying every way to break our hearts.

I'm not happy right now but touching my heart, it's still breathing and it's breathing for her...
Time babe, I need time never less than you do.
Love you babe...!!