~accept or just leave it~`~??

Telling you here,
I'm not a perfect person.
I'm a drunker, I'm a loser and
I'm just an ordinary person who can hurt you anytime.

I do like you and I'm going to love you, BUT
I do not know how good I can be.

I do not want you to put any hope on me,
coz I'm afraid of responsibilities, may be just as
some other people do.

Babe, I do not wanna lose you.
Babe, I do wanna have you here in my arms to
tell you how much I care.

But, I'm always afraid and
everything I do is to protect myself from getting hurt.

You are a mysterious of my life that
I need more and more time to find out.

I know I can just type everything here and
ask you straightly but I do not want to do that.
I do not know why too.

I do want you here in front of me to be asked coz
if there is anything wrong,
I can hug you and ask you not to go away.
I hate the feeling of being alone with
too many questions in my mind.

I am afraid of one day I will feel running away
and leave everything behind.
I do not know what you will feel that day,
but you seem so strong until sometimes,
it seem you are cold to me.

Not every minute I want to hear everything from you,
but I do need to hear that you need me as I do need you.

I am weak coz what I have gone through but,
babe you are not responsible for anything before
you know me.

Remember what you said to me,
I want you, I need you and I desperate for you...
Babe, I do feel them too.

Not so long to wait and we will meet but for me,
everyday pass so slow.

I can't wait to see you, again.
I hope things will be great just as the first night we had,
the great time of you and me as well.

I do miss you, a lot.