Just say it

Babe,...I'm confused...
Many things to do these days..plz don't try to make me feel bad.
I'm extremely tired.
You know everything is already booked but...
still you said that kind of thing...

I don't know what I'm doing...
and I don't know what I'm trying to tell you here.
I just wish can be there tomorrow and solve everything that is uncleared.
Please say it out..if there is anything you want me to know.
I can't understand what you are feeling if you keep saying unrelated things like this.

Please know that, if you don't see me there, you are not going to see me forever.
It means .... I really, truly and totally give up.
My heart is always yours but it needs motivation to express the feelings.
I have waited for so damn long for this chance...
Let's talk when we meet.
Please do not online or you can just block my msn...
I don't wanna know anything anymore.

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